12.02.02
life update
This will be the longest couple of weeks. I know I'm leaving work. They know I'm leaving work. I am no longer taking any real responsibility for my work. I do what I need to do out of good conscencious, but that's about it.
I spend the majority of my days surfing the web. Which for a person who's job is to make websites, is pretty pathetic. I'm f'n bored of it.
The good news is that I have a second interview today. The first interview with them last week went very well. I'm not getting my hopes up yet, but I think I have a good shot of getting this job. And if I don't, then I'm not going to cry over it.
I'll talk more about the job later, like tonight maybe if this interview goes well. If it doesn't, then you'll never hear about it again.
Unfortunately, it's not my dream job of traveling around the world taking pictures for National Geographic or some other travel magazine. It's another project management position for pharmaceutical websites. But you gotta do what you gotta do to pay the bills.
In other news, I called Mike yesterday. I just left a message to see if he wanted to catch up over a cup of coffee and a big fat slice of cheesecake. He didn't call back.
Now, my motives are no longer desperation when trying to contact him. I was just in an empowered mood and I felt as if I can do anything. I had just come back from a date with myself. I went to the movies - alone - and had a wonderful time. So with this independant power, I picked up the phone, took destiny into my own hands and called him.
So what he didn't call back. I'm not crying myself to sleep over it. It won't stop me from cramming as much living into my life as I can.
That's all for now. I don't have anything more to say right now.
11:44 a.m.
12.02.02
holiday thanks
Thanksgiving is over and now the holiday season has officially begun.
It was a strange holiday this year. My expectations of Thanksgiving was much more than what actually happened. Growing up, dinner at my aunts was always an event. All the cousins came, we ate, laughed, watched tv and most of all, played board games after dessert.
This year, like the last few, was much different. The number of people at dinner gets less and less. With families growing, the cousins wind up heading to their in-laws to celebrate with new families. It makes me sad to see the holiday moments I used to look forward to turn into just another night.
Well, at least I have Christmas to look forward to.
10:01 a.m.
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