10.18.02
come on, fate
Today's Horoscope:
It is time to put your dancing shoes on, dear Gemini, because the next few weeks are going to be filled with a great deal of social activity that you won't want to miss. Today is the start of a planetary transit in which you will experience a greater boost of energy in the department of love and romance. Connect with others for events and gatherings that make you feel alive and young.
I am so excited for this weekend. It's Girls Nite Out in NYC. The evening starts at 5 pm with dinner at Virgils. With a party of 15 ladies, this is sure to be fun. Then we're off to see the Vagina Monolgues. Again, guaranteed a good time. Finally, we're off clubbing to CODA.
It feels good to have my legs back and on the prowl in the Big Apple!
10:28 a.m.
10.18.02
anticipation
The stars were not in alignment yesterday. I did not see Mike.
I called twice, well really three times if you count the time I hung up on the voice mail. The first mesage was hopeful and cheery. "It's 8:30 and I just got out of physical therapy. Give me a call when you get back into Jersey and maybe we can actually pull this off."
I watched the clock while I laid on my couch watching tv.
9:00 - still plenty of time. We could grab a hot chocolate and a cookie at one of those trendy coffee stores on Main Street.
9:15 - ok, we could still meet. Maybe I'll just stay up at my parent's house rather than drive all the way home.
9:30 - crap. What's the deal?
10:00 - Is my phone working?
10:30 - hang up on his voice mail
11:00 - "Well, I'm getting into bed. Too bad it wasn't in the stars for us getting together tonight. I was really looking forward to it. I hope everything is ok and you're not stuck into something ridiculous. Later."
Damn. Damn. Damn.
Of course I want him now because I can't seem to get him. If he was camping out on my front stoop for three weeks to see me, I would probably brush him off. But this whole anticipation of actually breathing the same air as him is turning me on.
9:33 a.m.
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