10.14.02
behind door number 1
Ok so I got my response. The answer was number 1.
To take a quote, "As far as the laying it out there/ too forward aspect, it's 100% cool,and I would like to certainly reacquaint myself with you."
*giggle*
3:12 p.m.
10.14.02
pick one
waiting...waiting...waiting...
Because my mind has nothing to do but ponder various outcomes to my vulnerability, I have created the following scenarios:
- Mike is immediately captured by my bravery. He is relieved that he is not the only one who wants to pursue this and make it into a real relationship. He is hesitant and his heart is weary because of his failed marriage, but in me he sees hope and is willing to take a chance again.
- Mike reads my email and immediately gets spooked. He never had any intention of wanting anything more than a friendship, and for me to blatantly approach the topic, I must be one of those women who are just looking to find a husband to take care of me the rest of my life. He’s already been there, done that, and he runs away as fast as he can.
- Mike is really still married and he sees my openness as an opportunity to add some spice to his love life and takes me in as his mistress.
I’m hoping the correct response is the first one.
2:19 p.m.
10.14.02
deep breath
I can't concentrate. I want to know what's on Mike's mind. Hell, I want to know if he's even read the thing yet. I feel like I'm holding my breath.
10:14 a.m.
10.14.02
yield to oncoming traffic
I sent Mike and email yesterday basically saying that I want you. But much more subtly. I actually said that "I want to get to know you again."
But this is my horoscope today:
"People may not be too keen on the way you are approaching a romantic situation at this time, dear Gemini. Perhaps you are being a bit too overzealous and not quite sensitive enough to your partner's needs. You might want to consider slowing down a bit today and even pulling over onto the shoulder. When others see that you have yielded, they will slow down to join you and make sure that you are doing OK. "
So, I've been hitting refresh on my email about evry 5 minutes and constantly checking my cell phone to see if maybe I missed a message.
I'm hopeless.
9:19 a.m.
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