09.22.02
today's horoscope
Horoscope: Is your sweetheart out of town, bearclau? If so, you're probably feeling very lonely, and quite insecure. You need to ignore those tempting fantasies of your beloved out on the town having a great time with all kinds of glamorous people. Your friend is most likely as bored as you are, either transacting business or fulfilling family obligations. Relax, find something to do, and the time will pass before you know it.
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I have been thinking about Mike and wanting to hang out with him again. It just doesn't seem to be happening. It can't just dissolve away into nothing. I think he came back into my life for a reason. I'm not giving up on this.
12:40 p.m.
09.22.02
reliving the past
I have a reunion of sorts coming up soon for my sorority. I'm having mixed feelings about attending.
I'm not a bitter girl, and I don't have any reason to not go. But I realized last night, that if I really wanted to get in touch with old friends, I would have done it on my own and not wait for this gathering.
Case in point...
Last night I went out to a bar near where I went to school with Sam, my roommate and Dana. The threee of sorority sisters, so I have a reunion every time we get together. But while at the bar, we ran into four other people who we went to school with. Two were sisters, and two were guys from fraternities that we hung out with.
After we got the initial
"What's up with you?",
"Nothing much..."
We sit there just looking at each other dumbly. There isn't really more that I want to ask, or say about myself. I haven't seen some of these people in seven years and all I can say is up with myself is "Nothing Much."
Or maybe, I can attribute it to the fact that I'm standing around in a bar with loud music and to attempt a conversation would be impossible.
So back to the reunion, it'll be the same scenario. Except it will revolve around who's married, who's a mom, who's divorced, remember when we did [insert crazy story here],... Then we'll all promise to get back in touch, but it never really happens.
But I'm not a bitter girl...
10:29 a.m.
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