09.17.02
invasion of the couples
What is it with engaged people? They're taking over the planet.
So I got an email from Jay today, my ex.The one that I loved, and used to live with and even went looking at engagement rings with, back in the day. The one, who after we broke up, made me psycho and got me started with writing journals as my own form of threapy.
But he's also the one who, after I've gotten over the heartache, I've wanted to keep as a friend, because that's what we were for a long time before. And I'm happy to say that after 2 years, I can call him a friend.
Anyway, the jist of the email is that he's engaged. And has been for quite some time. They're getting married in November. He didn't tell me sooner because he didn't know how I'd react.
To be honest, I'm not surprised at all. Actually, I'm quite happy for him.
Maybe this is a symptom of me growing up. I truly do want him to be happy, even if it wasn't with me.
It's a strange feeling I have. I'm not upset, or angry, or even lonely. I'm just...taking my own life one day at a time.
9:06 a.m.
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