10.31.01
rant
i hate working!
not that i hate my job, i'm just tired of sitting in a stupid office all day, staring at a stupid monitor doing unimportant stuff for an unimportant company.
'why don't i just quit', you say? because i'm a chicken.
i've gotten quite comfortable to getting a nice paycheck each week. and rent, car payments and stuff aren't going to go away.
'why don't you do something that you love', you ask? well, having a really short attention span and ambition that needs to be kickstarted, i don't know what it is that i would love so much. at least so much that would make me forgo everything to do it.
so i sit at my stupid computer, daydreaming and complaining.
if i could do anything i want, i'd travel around the world taking pictures. capture moments of beauty, absurdity, wonder. i wouldn't affect my surroundings, just record it. i'd be a fly on the wall.
i wouldn't even care if anyone wanted my pictures. already i have so many taking up space in boxes, in folders. only a select few ever make it up into a frame hanging on my wall. my pictures are for me.
4:29 p.m.
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