04.16.01
i want
i'm just staring at my computer screen.
i got back from vacation yesterday. i woke up in florida and went to bed in jersey.
i have this new kind of energy - a spring energy. i want to paint my living room. i want to do some cretive stuff. i want to get in my car and drive. i want to go hear bands play down the shore. i want...i want...i want...
*sigh*
so i wokd up today to the sound of rain and a chill in the air. i didnt' want to come out from my comforter. it was 6:00. for the past 10 days i woke up when my body wanted to - which waswn't until 8:30 or so. then i would eat a leasurly breakfast, throw on my bathing suit and hang out in the sun for about 8 hours. what a drastic change.
the fact that it was so dead at work didn't help. it made me want to crqal under my desk and go to sleep. when i get out of here in about an hour, i can do the shopping i wanted to do, take a walk, or take a nap. as of right now, i have no idea what i want to do.
this mood i'm in is odd. i'm not unhappy or depressed. on the contrary - i'm quite happy. it's just... i don't know. i just feel the 'seasonal want' of the spring. i dont' know what that means, so don't ask.
3:54 p.m.
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