03.09.01
anti-high school
i have a new job.
for the first time in a long time, i actually like it. i feel important - like i'll matter here. hell, i don't even mind getting here at 8 am. i have a good feeling about this.
of course cracking up my car on my first day of work didn't start things out very well. that poor car, it's seen too many little fender benders.
i'm off to vermont again this weekend. tonight actually. i'm out of the snowboarding mood. i just want it to be spring so i can be outside more and ultimately summer so i can go to the beach.
tom and i aren't attached at the hip anymore/lately. we have breathing room. that's something i need to get used to since my relationships usually have been on full intensity until the fizzle out. does this mean i'm an adult now? looking back, the past ones seem so 'high school'. the minute i get to wear his varsity jacket, we're sucking face in the halls, making out in the backseat and tearing off each other's pants.
now - after we tore off each other's pants - we talk about each other's life, our wishes, what we want to do with ourselves.
there is no rush. we're driving in the slow lane, looking out the window at the scenery. checking the road map along the way.
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