2001-02-06
2 weeks
t leaves for london today. i don't know how i feel about that. i'm torn.
i'm sad that he's leaving. things are going so well between us - too well. we fit so good together. now he'll be a continent away for two weeks. i'm not saying that i'll die without him, that's so desperate. but i will think of him and miss him. i will remind myself of all the silly things we have planned in the days ahead when he gets back. we will play again soon.
i'm glad that he's leaving, too. these fires have raged out of control and they need to be subdued a bit. back under control. it lets us miss each other and think about each other and remind ourselves what it is about each other that makes us want to be together in the first place. this isn't a test or a challenge, but a safety harness that will allow us to climb to the next summit.
if i was more daring, and wealthy, i'd hop on a plane for london for the weekend. but that's unrealistic. and i'm off for texas next week. so i'll wait patiently for his return.
i already miss you, t.
15:28:45
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