2001-01-31
shared breath
it's been so long since i wrote anything of substance.
my trip to vermont with t was great! the place was beautiful, the company was wonderful, the riding conditions rocked and t and i are forever changed.
we shared each others' breath. we've become friends+. flovers? (i invented a new word).
if i think about it too hard i might scare myself. there are a lot of 'what ifs' i ask myself:
- am i predestined to fall into this pattern of relationship doom?
- will i start out in flames and fizzle out in dying cinders?
- will i get scared/bored/tired and retreat into my impeneratrable shell?
- can i let myself just...be?
but right now i feel to good to worry. i feel alive, and hungry. the tiger in me has awoke and my inner child is ready to play.
i accept the challenges i have ahead of me. i welcome them. i dare them.
16:36:54
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