01.17.01
revelations
i think with the new year came about a big change in me. not that i'm a totally new person, just that i'm on my way back to the person that i used to know.
2000 was a crappy year for me. i was dating my best friend, but i had begun getting 'too comfortable' and started getting lazy and taking the relationship for granted. of course i didn't really realize it as it was happening, but hind sight is 20/20. to make a long story short, we moved out of our apartment, seperated, broke up, stayed friends, then thanksgiving eve he told me about his new girlfriend.
i was devistated, but in the meantime, i started to take care of me again. i was going to the gym, taking photography classes - getting my energy back.
the holidays sucked, but spending new years in lake tahoe with great family and freinds made something click.
i started making a list on what i wanted to do this year. it became my new years revelation:
- snowboard more
- pamper myself
- splurge
- scuba lessons
- more photography classes
- travel more
- learn to surf
- learn to sail
- never pass up the opportunity to try something new
- never sacrifice my life for work
so far, 2001 is fantastic. i have great friends - (M, T & K - thank you!), i have great adventures to look forward to, and my smile is back.
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by Bill Bryson
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